too tired to try to tear
the tension, too weak to
write whats wrong with
my world.
its coming down, everything
seems to work the worst opposing
direction, endlessly abusing myself
ot allowing anyone or anything into my minds space,
what would someone do if they found out
what goes on inside, deep inside my head.
Would they run?
would they hide?
would they look at me
as if i was no one?
like i finally lost sense
of the meaning of my existance?